We raise our white flag
We surrender
All to You
All for You
We raise our white flag
The war is over
Love has come
Your love has won
Here on this Holy ground
You made a way for peace
Laying your body down
You took our rightful place
This freedom song is marching on
(lyrics by Chris Tomlin)
We surrender
All to You
All for You
We raise our white flag
The war is over
Love has come
Your love has won
Here on this Holy ground
You made a way for peace
Laying your body down
You took our rightful place
This freedom song is marching on
(lyrics by Chris Tomlin)
At the end of last year, I felt like God was wanting us to settle quickly with our adversary that was suing us but I wanted to fight. I knew that we did not do anything to this person. I started thinking that it did not make sense to settle and I must have misunderstood what God was saying to me. The following months, I worked tirelessly by going through documentation and transcripts trying to prove our innocence but no one would listen. I was in shock that the lies were believed so easily even though there were many contradictions. Chris kept saying that he believed that God would defend him and for me to stop spending so much time working on it. I did believe that God was going to defend him but I just thought He would use me to do it. In the end, all my hard work and time spent trying to defend us did not pay off. It was like I was invisible and things kept moving forward. Instead of responding to the contradictions, they were ignored and met with demands. Even though I felt defeated, I wanted to fight to the end, no matter what the cost but there was one problem. I felt like God was wanting me to surrender it ALL to Him.
I remember one night I could not sleep again because of fear of the future. Then I just fell on my knees and wept…not cried….wept. It was difficult laying it down but once I did, there was peace, His peace. Surprisingly, there was also great strength because it was His strength. Sometimes, I think we forget what Jesus did for us and we how difficult is was. Just moments before Jesus was arrested, He was praying, “Father, if you are willing, please take this cup of suffering away from Me. Yet I want Your will, not Mine.” Then an angel from heaven appeared and strengthened Him. He prayed more fervently, and He was in such agony of spirit that His sweat fell to the ground like great drops of blood. At last, HE STOOD UP…..” Luke 22:42-45a NLT. When He stood up, He was standing in our place, for our sins.
Moments later, "The chief priests and the whole Sanhedrin were looking for evidence against Jesus so that they could put Him to death, but they did not find any. Many testified falsely against Him, but their statements did not agree" Mark 14:56. The high priest asked Jesus if He was going to answer against the charges but He remained silent and gave no answer. I was AMAZED that Jesus remained silent every time a lie was spoken about Him. Even Pilate, the governor, was astonished that Jesus did not defend Himself even to a single charge. Jesus only responded to TRUTH because that is who He is. “I am the Way, and the TRUTH and the Life. NO ONE comes to the Father EXCEPT THROUGH ME,” (John 14:6). Later, the high priest said to Jesus, “Tell us if You are the Christ, the Son of God.” Jesus, the Truth, would then respond, “Yes, it is as you say,” (Matt 26:63-64). Pilate also said to Him, “You are a king, then!” Jesus answered, “You are right in saying I am a King. In fact, for this reason I was born, and for this I came into the world, to testify to the TRUTH. Everyone on the side of TRUTH listens to me.” What many did not realize at the time, including His disciples, was that His kingdom was not of this world (John 18:36).
Once I surrender everything to God, He also settled the matter in our situation. He took what the enemy used to crush us and gave me this opportunity to tell of the greatness of Jesus Christ. We might have lost the battle in the world's eyes but I was able to tell who won the ultimate War---JESUS CHRIST!!! Whatever you are facing today, SURRENDER it ALL to Him. Know that it is His incomparably great power, the same mighty power that raised Christ from the dead, that will be at work in you and through your situation (Ephesians 1:19-20). More importantly, SURRENDER your life to Him. Thank Him for dying for your sins and taking your place. Praise God with all of your heart that HE IS RISEN! "For if you confess with your mouth that 'Jesus is Lord' and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved," Romans 10:9.